We sat comfortably on the couches in my bedroom, Son and Mom; ready for College Night. Yes, his on-line school, offered a college night, and we enjoyed talking and writing notes together. It was a special time for us. Time is approaching quite fast, and I wish it wouldn’t at times…his daily presence means a lot to me. I can see how he enjoys my company, and I can feel his love for me. But he will sure go off, I knew this since the day he was born.

We all ate a late dinner (just as we use to do, in my country), and talked about his plans, his desires, we prayed that God would guide him….
That God would guide him…
I kept on thinking, and meditating on those words. Sometimes it “seems easier” to trust God will guide us when the solution is beyond our hands,when we can’t do anything to solve a situation; but what about moments like this one?, What college should he apply? That is when we may stumble and decide on our own. In our daily living is when we need him desperately, in our routine, in our coming and going, in decisions like this one. We need His perfect wisdom to live in this imperfect world.
I closed my eyes, the thoughts galloped in my mind…what if?, what if? O, I must submit my whole being, even “my ability” to decide to the wisdom of the Almighty.
The cry in my heart is a longing for his guidance, for His wisdom in my daily life under the sun.
“Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name. Your kingdom come, your will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven”.












days that
The day is just the way I love it.